How do you get through the bad days? Today has just felt like the longest day ever. My husband works 12 hour shifts and he worked today. So far, staying busy has helped but today it’s not working. I took a bath. That didn’t help. Tried to watch TV. I can’t concentrate. I addressed some x mas cards….anything to stay busy. Gosh, I still feel so on edge. I can’t stop crying today. It’s so quiet.
we did apply to be a foster family. That was this past Thursday but we haven’t heard anything yet. Neither my husband nor I are ready for a new dog of our own. I’m not ready to give me heart away because Bosco is my heart. But…it would feel good to help a dog in need. I can give him or her a good home for a bit. I like walks. Hopefully it would be a win win for the dog and us.
I miss Bosco. I have been questioning if euthanizing him was the right call. Did we do the right thing for him? Was it the right time? If only I had an answer for these questions. He really was the best dog ever.